I've got a small problem...

I don't know what to post here right know...

Speak it... tell it... say it... I know you can!

I'm thinking of... How can I can get Closer to you?!? Yes... You and I,..
I don't know why I'm thinking of this... I can't sleep. I just telling what was in my mind right now.
I can't explain. I don't even know why. I'm just not good in expressing myself.
I'm afraid. I never lie to myself. And I don't want this happening to me.
My insomnia was returned. I don't know why.
I'm thinking too much. I don't want to think of it.
Something was telling me... what is it?
I don't know. Tell me... No one understand me.
Everybody thinks I'm cool, but not cool enough.
I almost make myself to the fullest... But almost is not enough.
No wonders what's happening. Express yourself.
Everything has explanations why all of it is in this world.
This is the reality... Why I'm telling this???
I can't wait... tell me!
What is that thing that I want to get?
What is that thing that I need right now?
I can't relax, I can't sleep...
I still not contented for myself...
Something missing, something wrong.
Nobody knows,.. Think of it!
I don't understand. I can't get what I was telling to you about...
What was I'm telling, what is this?
Silence...

Never mind,.. None of your business,.. Forget it,.. This is my own,..