An Incident or A Miracle?

A day before this day, I post a blog telling of Returning on the Lifestyle I Turned Away, recommunicate a warm heart with God. I started to blog of my/our Daily Devotion an dso I continuing posting.

This day (the day after), I woke up late 7am and my class starts 8am and I'm tired to attend my 8 o'clock class. I logged in to my computer with a welcome note says,"Your Windows is not Activated,.." blah-blah-blah telling that my computer/windows is not genuine and need to be activated. (This welcome note is in here for about 2 months alreadyand I always thinking of what will I do here, if I will report this to the retailer or call the local Windows company or just leave it there because even my system locked by the Activation Window, I just cheated it so I can open my desktop by using the Internet Explorer and enter the address "Desktop" so I can go to my Desktop Window and start using my computer.) Before I open the Internet Explorer, a window appeared tells "You activated Windows..." blah-blah-blah...... I still dodn't do anything trying to activate this Windows but t'was done!

Is Jesus shows His Love already that even I am only at y first step He already gives Blessing to the people that has desire to give their heart and soul to Him? Or just an incident that an error occured in the system happened? Many questions in our mind that cannot be answered by itself. Weird things happened, your mind will be in curiosity, asking with a word what, why and how it was happened.

Returning on the Lifestyle I Turned Away...

The time I was...

I become cold-hearted relationship with Christ for almost a year, stopped and got away from my ministry playing as a keyboardist at our church, always late going to church, didn't go to midweek service, didn't attend church fellowships (specially Youth Ministries/Fellowsihps), and all my habits when the time that I still warm with Christ. This year, January until April or May, I don't remember but I think I only present at our church maybe 5 or 6 times only. I didn't give my tithes every sunday. never been focus in listening to our pastor or whoever speaks in the altar that share Jesus' Salvation. I still believe in Christ, but not deep in faith. Still listening to Christian musics, but just to sing and to listen.

Trying to rollback...

I'm trying to return to Christ but I want to do it by myself, asking questions, searching answers by myself, by asking anyone who can give me ideas until I found the truth of all.

Got an idea...

How about if I use my blogging and browsing skills to help myself return to Christ. If I can't give my time in reading Bible, and only use my computer all the time everyday sa my lifestyle, I can search a site that has a Daily Devotions, like the booklet "Our Daily Bread". I have personalized hompage of Google.com and they has content from Abide In Christ that gives everyday's new lessons and thoughts. Now using my blogging skills, I will repost it to my new blog, in the same time, I will have a ministry in God that I share to everyone what I learn from that devotion. And another thing is... I will always put comments on what was my reactions to that devotions and I am inviting YOU to join me so we can share our thoughts by putting comments.

May we enjoy God's Blessings!!!